under the sea

HABITS:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[x] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[x] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[ ] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[x] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[ ] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[ ] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[x] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[x] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles
[D] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D) 
[x] I am pear shaped
[ ] I am petite
[ ] I have a small upper body